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the colour begins to move
slowly around me
at 360º it disappears from sight.
now broken, it forms into
a long silver crescent moon
(actually a knife).
it skewers me at 4:52, before dawn--
a single strike.

a daughter, a demon, a noble, a knave;
a butcher, a bitch, a seller, a slave...
i do not remember the title they gave.

the numbers lose all meaning;
i can't stay awake.
the cancer within begins debilitating me.
i am exactly as i seem--
a backwards, illusory dream.
i am a mind apart from my own mind.
i am held in by no dimension.
i grow bored with your manic pretension.
i grow hungry and scared--
but no-one comes.

i'm not a good martyr;
i'm not a good friend.
but i'll believe in my lost cause
before i'll ever believe in yours--
which means i'll never believe in you.
and i feel, i feel all i feel...

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from Spoor & Anderson's Own Black Maria, released January 12, 2020
written by Isadora Zidore
Isadora Zidore: guitars & vocals
Rich Fessler: bass
recorded by Steve Albini at Electrical Audio (Studio B), Chicago, IL, 07/08 July 2003; mixed 10 Feb and 11 April 2005 by Steve and Isadora.

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Ambient vocal music informed by 20th-c modern classical and traditional Micronesian navigation by the stars.

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